Becoming Ella: An Opposites Attract Romance Page 10
He moans into my mouth as I suck on his tongue. I don't know what I'm doing, but it feels right. By the response he gives me, I guess it is. Will steps back towards his bed, taking me with him.
When he stops against the edge of the bed, he sits, pulling me, so I am on his lap. I can feel his hard length underneath me. Instinctively, I squirm against it, which has Will growling more. The sound is so sexy. I want him to make more of it, so I keep grinding.
Will breaks away from my lips and kisses down my front, getting dangerously close to my chest. He doesn't stop, instead kissing my nipples through my shirt. We moan together, and he grips me and thrusts up to meet me.
I grab his face and bring his lips back to mine, unable to stand the separation. I kiss him with everything I've got. I give in to all of my desires.
"God, Ella," Will grunts, leaning back so that I am lying on top of him.
My legs are on either side of his hips, and he tugs me further up his chest. Even in the darkness, I can see how tight the front of his jeans are. Knowing how hard he is for me makes me excited but also nervous. I don't know if I can go that far.
Suddenly, everything comes crashing back about how much more experienced Will is than me, making me feel insecure.
"Hey, what's wrong?" Will pants.
I pause on top of him. I can feel him softening underneath me, which only makes me feel guiltier.
"I'm sorry," I start, pushing my hair away from my face.
At this point, my curls are wild. I'm sure that Will thinks I look crazy. I wish that I had a hair tie.
Since Will and I have stopped, I can hear faint moans coming from Matt and Maddie's RV. Knowing that they are doing what Will probably wanted us to do makes me feel even worse.
“What’s going on? Let me in,” Will pleads.
I bite down on my lip. "It’s just, I’ve never done…that. And I just feel really bad because I feel like you probably have tons of experience, and so I just feel really insecure and in my head," I prattle.
Will's eyes widen in understanding, and he flips me off the top of him, so we are lying on our sides, facing each other. He squeezes my hand.
"Hey, I wasn't expecting that at all. I've never done that either," Will admits.
Now it's my turn for my eyes to widen. I was not expecting that. I was sure he'd have tons of experience. But I believe him. His eyes look completely honest and genuine.
"Oh," I say, and Will chuckles with me. "I was sure that that's what you expected. I was sure that you had been doing… that for a long time."
Will shakes his head, almost sheepishly. "It was just never the right time nor with the right person."
It instantly makes me feel more comfortable. I take a deep breath the same time Will does. The nervous energy is replaced with excited, over the moon, happy energy. My first kiss with Will Keely was perfect.
"I want to go further," I assure him, my cheeks heating. "I just don't want to do a bad job. I get in my head about a lot of things."
Will scoots closer to me. "I know you do, Ella," he murmurs. "But you don't have to feel that way with me. We can go as fast or slow as you want. I want you to feel one hundred percent comfortable during this. And remember that I'm all new to this too."
His smile makes me smile, and I feel myself relaxing even further against his pillows. The desire is still coursing through the middle of my legs, and I wonder if Will is still feeling something similar.
"At the fire, you were hard, right?" I murmur, trying to bring things back.
I can see Will's cheeks redden even in the dark of the van. "You don't have any idea of the effect that you have on me, Ella," he murmurs.
I can hear the need in his voice. It makes me feel bolder when I lean towards him again. And I want this. I want to go further with Will. There are few things in my life that I've been as sure of as this.
I hear Will's breath catch as I close the distance between our lips. After the first couple of kisses, he heats up again, and I can feel his breath spread over my face as he sucks in urgent, shallow breaths. I open my mouth to him, and he claims mine hungrily, growling when I can't hold back a moan.
I trail my fingers along his front, rubbing along his clothed hardness. Will groans after each stroke I make over him through his pants. He kisses me harder, and I feel his hand press over mine, pushing my fingers down as he bucks against me. I enjoy the feeling of him growing under my hand.
"Put your hands on the bed, Ella," Will groans, pushing my hand off him suddenly.
I pause. Am I doing something wrong?
He reads the worried look on my face, and he leans over, kissing me where my brows furrowed up. "It's just if you keep doing that, I'm not going to be able to last as long as I want. And I want to take my time with you, make you feel amazing," he reassures.
I blush as he leans down and kisses me. His hand circles around my wrist, and I enjoy his strong grip as he pushes my hands up above my head. He leans back, taking all of me in.
"God, you're so fucking beautiful," he moans, taking his time trailing his eyes over every inch of my body.
His hungry looks makes the heat between my legs grow, and I wiggle my legs together, trying to take care of some of the need there. Will notices, and he pushes my legs apart gently.
"Can we get you undressed?" he asks me, trailing his hands up my bare legs.
Goosebumps raise everywhere he touches. I nod and start working at the edge of my shirt. Just as I get it over my belly button, Will stops me, one of his large hands scooping up both of mine.
"I want to do it," he says, placing my hands back above my head. "Just tell me if you want me to stop or anything. Okay?"
I take a shaky breath in as he starts bringing my shirt back over my stomach. The warm air feels nice on my bare skin, and I appreciate how comfortable the van's temperature is. I lift my shoulders up when Will gets to my chest and then lean back on the pillows as he pulls it over my head. I'm still in my swimsuit top from earlier, and I suck in a strangled breath as Will leans back over me, reaching for the strings.
Every part of my body wants this. Every part of my brain wants this. Even though there are insecurities and doubts, every part of me wants to show myself to Will. To have him show himself to me. To go further with him, discover each other's bodies.
Will sucks in a low breath when my chest is exposed to him. Even though the air is warm, my nipples tighten up under his gaze. I feel sexy from the way he takes his time looking at me. Even though I want to express my impatience and have him touch me, both of us seem frozen as we both rack in heavy breaths.
"You have to take your stuff off, too," I murmur, my voice thick with desire.
Will hastily complies, chucking his shirt over his head in half the time he took taking mine off. I admire his chest, the ridges of muscle, and imagine when it's my time to explore him that I'm going to take my time running my fingers over each of those lines. And then maybe after that, use my tongue.
"I want to see all of you," Will rasps, bringing his hands back to the waistband of my shorts.
I squirm under his touch, and he starts undoing the buttons. After the second button is undone, he slowly slides the zipper down. I've never been more turned on in my entire life. All I know is that I want him. Everywhere. Doing everything.
"Lift your hips up, baby?" Will says, but it comes out sounding more like a question.
His concern and gentleness are heart-achingly sweet. I press my heels into his bed as I comply with his desire, and he brings the rough denim down and over my backside. When it's down to the backs of my calves, I lift my feet in the air, helping him get the material off me.
"Time for your shorts," I say after he throws my shorts with the rest of our clothes.
Will doesn't hesitate in reaching for his waistband. He slides his fingers under the edge and then shucks them down. He steps to the edge of the bed to step out of them, and then, I can see all of him.
I realize that I've been doing my sex scene
s and male physical descriptions all wrong. And anything I write after this will have to be compared to Will Keely. The beauty of his body is unfair.
His member is long, thick, hard, jutting away from his body, proudly. His tip is shiny with precum. Will wants this just as much as I am. It's the most erotic thing I've ever seen. I want to feel it in my hand. In my mouth. Inside of me.
"Can I touch you?" I ask, getting on my knees.
"Please," Will moans, scooting closer to me.
I reach out and wrap my hand around his length. My hand looks small compared to the size of his member, and Will sucks in a sharp breath as I squeeze gently. When I drag my fist from his base all the way to his tip, he lets go of a deep, primal growl. The sound stirs me between my legs, and I do it over and over again, loving the effect I have on him.
After a dozen more jerks, more precum bubbles up around my fingers. I love how warm it feels against the back of my hand, and with the lubricant, I can run my fingers over his length easier. Will hisses as I jerk harder and faster.
"Ella, if you don't stop that, I'm going to cum," he warns, his voice a breathless gasp.
I look up at him, his head thrown back in pleasure. "I want you to," I say.
I don't know what compels me, but as Will's groans speed up, I lean forward, taking him into my mouth. The growl he makes is the loudest one yet, and I clench my thighs because of how much desire it sends there.
"Fuck, baby. Fuck," Will moans.
He knots his fingers through my hair and pumps his hips forward. I can tell that he is close to his release, and I tighten my grip on his shaft.
With one last growl and one final thrust of his hips, Will empties himself into my mouth. I swallow as much as I can. Will keeps groaning and cursing with each spurt. When I feel him softening in my mouth, I slowly release him.
Five seconds barely pass before I feel Will pushing me hard against the collarbone. I fall back against his pillows. Before I can really know what's going on, I feel Will's fingers knotting in my swimsuit bottoms. I feel nearly overtaken with lust and yearning as he brings them down over my hips, chucking them across the van before he places himself between my legs.
I barely even have time to moan his name before he is lapping at my most intimate part hungrily. I feel him circle my clit. He sucks and licks at me like a man dying of thirst. My back arches against his pillows and my hips buck, but he circles his arms around me and holds me in place.
"Oh, Will," I moan, seeing stars.
Never in all my years of learning how to take care of myself has it felt this good.
"Fuck, this pussy is perfect," Will growls, sliding a finger between us.
I can already feel myself seizing up to cum when Will shoves his finger in. He curls it around me as he goes back to feasting on my clit. I don't even know what I'm saying anymore as he makes me see stars over and over again. The rest of the world fades away until it is just Will, me, and pleasure.
"I'm going to cum, Will," I pant.
Will looks up at me, and the sight of him lapping at me is what sends me over the edge. I bite down on my lip hard, trying to keep myself quiet as the most pleasure I've ever experienced racks through my body. Will follows me through every wave of my orgasm.
When I come down, I try to shake him off, but Will barely lets up.
"I'm not done eating you yet," he growls, blowing softly on my clit.
I whimper as he pushes another finger inside of me. He slowly pumps into me, letting most of the oversensitivity leave my body before starting again on my clit.
"I had no idea that your pussy would be this good. I need to spend some time down here. Oh, and also, Ella?"
I try to raise my head up, but my body feels so spent that I can barely manage a couple of inches.
"Don't you dare put your face in the pillow again. I want to hear loud and clear how much pleasure I'm bringing you."
He smiles up at me sexily and goes back down. He brings me over the edge three more times, and by the last time, I'm sure that everyone in Wisconsin has heard me coming from how loud I am.
Even though I've just had four orgasms, I want more. I want more of Will. And there's one last thing that he can give me.
"I want you inside of me, Will," I whisper.
Will looks up from my pussy, and I shudder from the sight. I know that it will permanently be ingrained in my brain. The heat in his green eyes nearly takes my breath away. I can see down the bed that he got hard again while eating me.
He laps at my pussy a couple more times before sitting back on his knees.
"Are you sure?" he asks.
I nod, my chest shaky as I take in unsteady breaths. "Please," I say. "I want you. All of you."
Will nods, a happy dazed look on his face as he reaches in one of the drawers under his bed. He comes back up with a box of unopened condoms.
He shrugs at me sheepishly. "I wasn't expecting that anything would happen, but I wanted to be prepared if it did."
I smile at his cuteness and reach around for the package. I tear through the top and hold the box out to him. He reaches inside and brings a blue foil out.
"Lay back again, baby," Will murmurs, kissing me softly before backing me back onto the pillows.
I lay against his soft bedding as Will reaches for another blanket. He wraps it around his shoulders before tearing open the condom and rolling it over his length. He walks towards me on his knees until he's between my legs.
"Are you sure you want this?" he asks, sinking onto his elbows on top of me. The feeling of his bare skin against mine is addictive. "I don't want you to feel pressured at all."
His concern makes my heart melt, and I look at him in the eyes as I wrap my hand around his length, pulling him closer to me. "I'm sure. I want this. I want you. I want to make love to you," I whisper, guiding his tip through my folds.
Will groans at the contact, and I shove my hips back, nervous and excited. Will sinks further down onto me and brings his hips forward more. I gasp as the first few inches glide in. It hurts a little but also feels like nothing I've ever felt before. I love it.
"Is this okay, baby?" Will groans.
I nod, leaning forward to capture his lips with mine. I wrap my legs around his waist, inviting him to go deeper. Will shoves his hips, and I groan when we are perfectly joined. I gasp as I adjust to all of him.
After a couple of minutes, Will must sense that I am ready to keep going because he starts thrusting. I moan, every part of me sensitive from how many times he's already made me cum.
Will moans and rests his forehead on mine, pumping into me to the tune of our ragged breaths. When he angles himself up, I can feel myself coming again.
"Fuck, your pussy feels so good clenched down like that," Will moans.
I can tell that he must be close too, because he speeds up, fucking me harder through my orgasm. We moan louder together.
"Come for me, baby," I gasp, tightening my legs around Will's backside.
Will moans, and I watch as his eyes roll back into his head. He goes completely still, but I can feel his member expanding more inside of me. Will breathes in one ragged breath after he finishes.
We come down together, tangled together. We stay like that for a couple more minutes until I can feel Will softening inside of me. He pulls out slowly, disposing of the condom in the garbage can behind the front seat. He comes back quickly and scoops me up, wrapping some of the blanket around my shoulders.
The moonlight hits Will's face perfectly from the window. I can see every detail of his with how close we are. He's so beautiful.
Will reaches for my other hand. We lace our fingers together, and he brings mine up to his lips to kiss them.
"I can't wait to do that with you again," he murmurs, a big smile on his face.
I agree with him, snuggling in. It scares me to admit just how much I can't wait to do that with Will Keely again.
"How has your first time camping been?" he asks.
"It's been p
erfect," I say, a yawn tumbling out from my lips.
Because it has been.
I am glad that I came with him. Happy that I am here lying in Will Keely's bed in his van parked in a beautiful part of Wisconsin that I never would have seen otherwise. I'm glad that Will Keely came chugging back home in Matilda and that he wouldn't give up on pursuing me.
"Come here, Ella," Will murmurs.
I move closer to him, although we're already practically on top of each other.
"Turn around," he says, "I want to cuddle you."
I smile and do as he says, backing up until I can feel his firm chest against my backside. Will wraps his arms around me, and I snuggle in closer to him.
Against his chest, I can see out of the window. From this angle, I can see some stars poking out behind the tops of trees. And I know in this moment that there is nowhere I would rather be than right here with Will Keely.
12
"It was so good to see you," Maddie says, hugging Will tightly.
Will briefly hugs her back and then turns to Matt and gives him a back-breaking hug. Matt claps him on the back, and Maddie looks at the two of them happily. After Matt and Will let go, Maddie and I hug.
"You text me if you have any questions, alright?" Maddie tells me as we're still hugging.
"I will," I tell her.
She squeezes me once more, and then Matt swoops down and gives me a big bear hug. I laugh as he swings me around in a circle and then sets me down on my feet again next to Will.
"You take care of him, alright?" he asks me.
Will rolls his eyes at him, but I nod. "I will," I tell him, winking at Will.
"And don't be a stranger. Remind him often that we're cool and that he likes to hang out with us so that we can all do stuff like this again. Alright?"
I laugh. "I will."
"See you, brother," Matt says, giving Will another couple of pats on the back. Their friendship is the cutest.
Matt and Maddie head over and climb up into their RV. They honk once before driving out ahead of us. Maddie has her face pressed up against the passenger side window as she waves bye. I chuckle with Will as we watch them drive away from the campground.